It is because of you that I want to be a better person.

I hate that it takes a horrible thing to happen for you to realize how much of an impact someone has had on your life. My Gramp, my dad's father passed away this week. He was such a great man of strenghth and determination. He loved God and all of God's people. He was a true giver of love, time, and money. He went on many missions to Alaska, Mexico and Haiti. Haiti was his second home. He loved the people over there and loved helping them. At his service, there was an opportunity for people to get up and talk about him. I was truly touched by all the wonderful words people said about him. So many people got up and shared, his brother, his three sons, two grandsons, a grandaughter, fellow missionaries, a Haitian girl, church members, and a great grandson. The outpouring of love for him by so many people made me feel so honored to be his grandaughter. As I was sitting there, I began to feel sad. I was trying to figure out why I was so sad and I struggled until I realized I was sad because I felt cheated. Cheated out of a better relationship with him. It seemed like everyone that talked had more contact with him on a daily or weekly basis. That they had been more impacted by his "remarkableness". Being that we live in Texas, we only got to see them two to three times a year. I know my relationship with him was special and it means a lot to me. However I just wish it could have been more. There are so many things I took away from losing him this past week. One thing he instilled in people is to not make excuses. I have decided that I'm not going to let things stand in my way of doing things. He also had a great love for giving and making other people's lives better. He was truly a remarkable man who makes me want to lead a better life. Another thing I realized is that I want to have a stronger relationship with the Lord. He was a true man of God and he lived by the word of the Lord. He was a great Christian influence on his family and I hope that I can do the same thing. A few hours after I learned that he had passed away, I went out on the back porch and looked up at the stars. I felt peace knowing that he is in a better place and that his legacy will live on in his family. I love you Gramp!

Movin' on Up!!!

In mid January, I drove by this cute little house with adorable curb appeal. It was in a great family neighborhood in the country setting outside the big city. I feel in love with it even before the front door opened. As the guy showed us around the house I KNEW we had to live there and make a fresh new start. So the next day I went and signed the paperwork. Then hubs went a few days later to sign eventhough he hadn't even seen the house. We waited for 2 weeks to get into the house. We were counting down the days and would make a daily annoucement on how many more days we had to be in the awful horrible roach motel!! So on February 1st, even through a winter storm advisory we loaded our big Uhaul. It rained, iced, snowed, and chilled us to the bone that day but we got it all loaded. We unloaded it that night at the new house, set up the beds and called it home.
It has been great!! I love the family friendly neighborhood.I have strangely fallen back in love with doing laundry especially with my new front loaders. We don't have to constantly clean and disinfect everything. We wake up each day with the hacking and snorting. It is calming and relaxing.

Hoopin' it up!!

Kindergarten basketball is a hoot. Imagine this 5 six year olds running back and forth chasing after a basketball then when they have the chance chunking it up towards the hoop. Bubby is doing great even with this being his first year playing. He has great coaches who are doing a great job keeping the chaos contained. Admittingly so, we are those crazy yelling parents on the sidelines. The most common phrases we say are "SHOOT!" and "Get your guy". When he drives toward the basket, he tends to hold the ball and dance around until his guy has enough time to get on him. Meanwhile we are screaming SHOOT SHOOT!!! He continues to dance around until he has it all lined up and finally shoots. He actually has a pretty good shot and has been making a basket or two every game. The way they assign the man on man defense is by colors. Each boy has one wristband that they wear and they defend the boy on the other team who has the same color. The first game Bubby was enamored by wearing the wristbands. He acted like he was a superhero PowerRanger and keep doing karate moves towards his guy. He was cracking us up!! This KungFu movements have subsided some but every once in a while he cracks off a karate chop action towards his guy. We have really enjoyed watching him play. We will definitely play again. We have 4 more games then it is off to a new season...tball. This go around little sister is playing too!!! Oh BOY!!


By the way Bubby is #4

Demon Possessed Comedians...

Our children do the craziest things to make Piggle laugh. Buggers makes this crazed demented face and jumps at her which cause Piggle to erupt in laughter or just a humoring smile. She will also make weird sounds as she pops up and down on her knees just to get a little chuckle or two. Bubby's way of getting Piggle to laugh is to sound like a deranged clown at an amusement park that you press a button for it to talk. (not sure if anyone else but me will get that analogy) He will repeat the same silly phrase over and over in an over exaggerated way that will always get her to giggle. You can't help but laugh at their efforts. Most of the time I just try to grab the camera and capture it before it is over.
And here's one a little closer

Mooshie Face

I like to do this little song with Piggle called Mooshie Face. The older kids think it is so funny. Piggle goes along with it until she figured out a defense move. She now opens her mouth which prevents me from squishing her chin. I think it is so cute and funny. Hubs doesn't like it and he gets on to me when I do it. She doesn't seem to mind it

Most wonderful time of the year

Christmas time is such a great time for family. This year was a little different for us in that Hubs had to work every weekend leading up to Christmas. That put a strain on getting the shopping done with three kids in tow. But it all got done and we had a wonderful Christmas. I love traditions. I want our kids to have some Christmas traditions they can remember and cherish as they get older. This year we went over to my parents house on Christmas Eve. We had dinner and opened gifts. It was different since my sister from Illinois wasn't there with her family. So it was a small affair. We left there around 8 so we could come home and let the kids open gifts from us. It was so cute. They went from tree to tree gathering their gifts and making a stack. After they got all their presents Hubs said "Now I know why the bank account kept getting smaller!" I just ignored his claim :) They were so funny while opening their gifts. Buggers kept saying "I love it...I love it!" to everything. My favorite was when she opened her Hannah Montana slippers. She went nuts (probably because I have banned all things Hannah Montana). Bubby was hilarious too. He gets so excited and just keeps saying "cool!!! cool!!"
Hubs and I had a great gift exchange also. He got me a new camera...our old one was from when Buggers was born (over 4 years old). We doubled our megapixels and it makes such a difference! Hubs got a wide array of gifts including a wireless mouse, PS3 games, Dunder Mifflin shirt and other little things. I love buying for him. After we opened gifts, we hustled the kids off to bed with the promise of Santa's arrival. They eagerly went to bed all snuggled in their new bed tents.


The next morning Hubs, Piggle, and I all woke up to find Santa's gifts. Each kid got one (unwrapped) gift from Santa and a stocking full of "stuff". Piggle got to the tree first and she loved her toys from Santa. Hubs went in to wake the older ones and one by one they headed into the living room. One of my favorite things about Christmas morning is seeing those sleepy little heads stumbling towards the Christmas tree to see what Santa left for them.




They loved their Santa gifts. Buggers got a new bike and Bubby got a Nintendo DS and game.


I hope everyone had a great Christmas with their families!!